FAT MEN!

I'm going to start this off by saying i know everyone needs love. BUT damn... Ok I'm the type of person that is going to date someone for their personality and potential for being more then just a 'hook-up'. I don't choose men based on appearance, granted everyone has a preference. I preferred a man with meat on their bones. I don't really go for the skinny dudes, the thought of being repeated stabbed by bones every time i hug my man is a bit frighting. So I LOVES me some thick men, being a thick woman we can be comfortable together. But let me tell you why i now have a size limit....

This guy who I've known for quite awhile recently started to pursue me. We weren't friends exactly, he was more of a friend, of a friend, who i'd talk to when he was there but we never hooked up or even tried.So a little while back we were hanging together for our mutual friends birthday. Thats when he started trying to get at me. Now he is a BIG man. Full round belly that i could lay on and be in HEAVEN! So we started kicking it for a while you know doing the kissing and mindless conversations just to be talking to each other. I got to know some more about him and vice versa. So tonight we were chilling and he tried to take it to the next level. So meaning its been a LONG time for me I decided to humor him (after i told him'' i don't do bare buck sir.'' Wrap it up kids!) So we were at his car and yea i know car sex can be looked as degrading in some eyes but I'm not the type of person that looks at it that way (another blog another day) So he tries to do it from the back,(me bending inside the car him standing out) didn't work. So i suggest maybe its the angle we're at. I'm only 5'2 so i can see how it can be a challenge. So he suggest we get in the car and do it the ol' fashion way. So i said ok and tried to go for it. So he gets his fat ass on top of me and I'm doing all i could possibly do to assist the act. But he couldn't find the right place to but it....SO I'm trying to make it easy, I'm extremely flexible so my damn knees are touching my damn shoulders and he STILL couldn't do it because he (stomach and other body parts BUT the one that counted) were too big. He couldn't get it in its destination. AT ALL!! SERIOUSLY AT ALL , NONE, NADA, ZIP, NOTHING! I'm a proud scorpio and sex is one of the most important thing in a relationship, among other things, to me. I need to be able to have it when i want, where i want, when i have a man. Don't get it twisted I'm not promiscuous at all. When I talk to someone that I'm feeling, sex is the final test that you absolutely HAVE to pass! No exceptions, because when I'm with someone I'm with someone. Completely. Period point blank. If we can't have sex that's enjoyable for both of us they ain't gon be no relationship! He was actually too big to do it. If we have to be in a bed in a certain position for you to just get it in, sorry sir. NO! I can't do it. I've been with four people in my life all but one were long term. Do i now count my number to five HELL NO! Didn't I say HE COULDN'T GET IT IN!!!! Like AT ALL! Not even the tip, nothing, a waste of a damn condom!!! And that came from his mouth!

So my conclusion is... if your stomach sticks out further then you little fella, it ain't happenin' capt'n!

STUPID GIRLS THAT GET PREGNANT!

Why is it that nobody tends to THINK anymore?! I find it quite funny that these girls who absolutely do not want children are CONSTANTLY having unprotected sex. And it isn't until they miss a period that they start to think...hmmm maybe i shouldn't have done that! It really kills me when the people and i do mean people that they are sexin' are dudes who can't do shit for themselves! Yeah i know shit happens, right? And i completely agree but i feel if you can't handle the stresses of being a mother or you don't want a baby for what ever reason why take the risk?! I am a strong believer in if you don't want a kid don't take the risk! And its not like its a one time thing or maybe even two, its constant! Then you want to cry to your friend about how you don't want a baby and be quick to run and get an abortion knowing that you still gonna do the same shit soon as you lil over used vaginas heal up. And I'm not being mean, its the truth. But then wanna cry about how you not a hoe?? Hmm.. Ok and i'm not saying that everybody that's young that actually has a baby is a hoe or wrong even. I know that it only takes one time and you can get pregnant no matter if its you first time or 100th or 1000th. I'm not referring to ALL young or teen moms. I personally know some very young mothers that take care of their children better then some adults. I'm talking about the girl who have sex just for the sport or because some guy wanted to. I say fuck what he want its your body! And let me tell you if you don't care enough to wrap it up he sure as hell don't. If you don't care about yourself how do you expect a man or boy to??! Stop being stupid! Use the little brain you have. Not only to avoid unwanted pregnancy to prevent unwanted diseases! Dudes don't care if you don't care! Stop allowing yourself to be used. Low self esteem or not. Do you honestly think being a cum dumpster is gonna improve your outlook on yourself? Think about it stupid girls! And I'm calling you stupid because you don't have the sense to! STOP IT! And they wonder why the world is in the shape its in. Where's the common sense? Anyway i'm going to end this by saying... If you are going to have sex PERIOD!! PROTECT YOURSELF ! Don't be a fool all your life ladies, step ya shit up!